Paul was my whole life. He was my best friend and my love. I can't imagine life without him but I will think of all the good times we had, the laughs we shared, the fun we had and especially the two sons we had who have been so exceptional - but of course they had his genes so how could they have been anything else. There's a huge hole in my life at the moment but I hope that the lovely memories I have of Paul will help to fill it a little. He will be my love forever.